The house has been a mess ever since mom passed away, I never took the time to clean and sort things like put them in their proper places. As long as my desk and my stuff are cluttered the way I want them then that’s fine. I have this habit of leaving things where they are and not return them to their original places something that really ticked off mom I guess I haven’t changed, its just that somewhere in the twisted mechanisms of my brain am able to find things where they are … though it’d take time but hey I manage.
So while ramaging through files and files of stuff I ran into my old hard drive. Broken, damaged, useless whatever you call it beyond repair. I dunno why am still keep this trash but its certainly a good reminder that last June I spent 6K on a new hard drive and another 20K for a brand new motherboard, heat sink, fan and dvd rom. So far my notebook’s been performing like it’s suppose to.
I’ve probably written this a hundred of times and am writing it again. I hate my work. I hate waking up every 12 midnight to get ready for work. I hate standing outside the street waiting for a cab at one in the morning. I hate having to answer all those calls with sarcastic people on the other end of the line. I hate having to work out on those metrics and I hate having to follow the rules. But then in this society we’re in civilized people follow rules … otherwise you’re out.
Gosh! So much hate on there now isn’t it. I know you’d prolly say, “Stop yapping and quit”. I know I’ve told myself as much but right now am trying to persevere in the fulfillment of my plans so I’ll just rant it all out here. I certainly can’t tell my boss I hate doing what am doing now can I? lol
But it’s official, I don’t like being a human switchboard, and when all things fall into their respective places then I’ll hand in my resignation without hesitation.
Breathe … breathe … breathe … that’s what I keep telling myself.
This is a mock-up collage of some of our pics in Bantayan last February 2007. I was just scouring through files scattered all over my hard drives both internal and external and I found this. Seems like yesterday but really it was 2 years ago. And a lot of stuff has happened since then and I’ve been to several places all too many places it’s now hard to keep track.
But Bantayan is great, the beach, the white sand and the tranquility something you rarely find in the city. Guess I need another alone time with nothing but the smell of the waves and a good book.
I was just shopping for books at a second hand bookshop down town looking for materials, books and flashcards that I can use for my tutorial when I ran into this book. One of the Judy Moody series, I got the second book: Judy Moody Gets Famous, I totally got it off at a bargain like 55 bucks and in very good condition. When I checked on it at Fully Booked the brandnew sealed copies are sold at 349 bucks. Hehehe
So here I am hunting for the other books in the series. The book is intended for graders actually and you me … still a child at heart (lol) so am scouring the second hand shops for the other books. There are 8 of them so according to the website : http://judymoody.com
My tradition has it that I watch every HP movie with two friends from college and the last time I saw them both was last year with the movie Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix so with the release of the 6th installment they’ve texted me confirming that we’re watching it this Sunday. But I’ve watched it with Mitchy and her bro as I cannot wait. Seems like I need to reread the book as am having difficulties separating the events that transcribed from book six and book seven.
Someone said to me once the movie is way over due by the time its released those die hard fans would have finished the book months ago and would need a little refreshing. I seem to be needing that one now … needless to say its Harry Potter and I love it.
Moi: Is there vgh (voluntary go home) for TR (my LOB)?
DM: not for you yet
Moi: lol
That was the chat I’ve had with the DM on duty, he’s so used to me asking VGH
everyday it became a habit for him to say none for you yet … I usually ask around 7AM and they’re usually granted around 8AM or 8:30AM, my shift ends at 10:30AM.
So I was on VGH at around 8:30AM and headed straight to the lounge to sleep. I’ve been feeling wonky since Sunday, runny nose, cough, off and on fever and asthma. The nurse is so used to seeing me go to the clinic to use the nebulizer that we became fast friends lol.
I slept in the lounge from 8:30 AM to 1PM *sigh* and when I woke up I went
straight to Biopath and to see the quack. She advised me to go on rest for 3 days as I had what she called viral infection, it’d be better if I stay at home.
Good luck to me and to my pay.
We had a plan that we’re gonna renew my license last Friday and he forgot, I pinged him Friday morning and he didnt reply. I was pissed and upset and disappointed so just earlier I saw him online and just like Mitchy said he said to have forgotten the basics, like apologizing for one. So since I was very pissed off, disappointed and hurt I took it out on him once and for all … he was the reason why I felt like a 3 in one from Gelatissimo only this one has a sour and ugly taste.
I pinged him and to cut it short I was blunt, straightforward and down right blunt. I did say that already right? We’ll I was and I told him that I don’t like the new him … the one who’s loud, cranky and a bit of an asshole and that I want the old him back. I did feel better after I ranted on him and told him exactly how pissed off I was. Mitchy said there’s nothing wrong with letting out how I felt … it was all about setting expectations.
So right now am fine and that even though he’s not the same person I once knew … the silent, sweet and nice person I’ve grown to adore I still want him as a friend. Mitchy does too … so all in good time.
